How to See the Sun Rise

It's been 3 years since I've been here. If the virtual world collected dust, I imagine I'd need a broom for this space. I've thought about coming back often. With witty follow ups and gentle reproofs to my readers for not worrying more as to my fate following my hot yoga class. I really loved blogging. And I wanted to come back. But before I knew it, it had been a couple months - and I drifted away; like a relationship that ends without an actual break-up. And then it had been a year - and I felt like I'd failed. And then two passed - and I thought there's no way I can come back from that gracefully. And then it had been three - and I thought...maybe. And then it had been three years and one week - and the ashes had cooled enough to rise from them. Resurrection is a heady word. One that necessitates some sort of death. And so I choose caution. And excuses. And fear. I choose worrying about the judgement of others, and especially of myself. These are the thin...

I didn't do much today.  One might think that would make for a boring blog entry.  I know better.  Here's some stuff I didn't do today: 1.  Yoga.  I LOVE yoga.  Yet...I never practice.  It takes a lot of effort and energy to drag my mat out from the corner of the living room where I'm watching Jersey Shore and find my way into savasana.  2.  Read.  I LOVE reading and the book I'm reading, Finding Salvation at the Dairy Queen.  But again, it's all the way in the bedroom and I'm here on the couch. 3.  Go running.  Despite wanting to like it, I HATE running, so this one makes a lot of sense.  4.  Work on my resume and cover letter.  I bought a couple books on resume writing and interview tips the other night at Barnes and Noble (sorry Borders) and got real fired up to dive into them.  But, here it is on the list so it seems that excitement was fleeting. Here's what I did do: 1.  Made cof...